Okay, so last night between Sep. 5 and early Sep. 6th at 12 a.m.ish my time marked the night/morning of the worst day ever, This picture here to the left, was literally how I felt, and went through 6 tissues just to stop crying and didn't finish till around 1 a.m.ish and also marked the day that my heart has lost it's beat,
You see, there's this guy who we met on bebo back in Dec. 2010 and was a Custom Character named Kane, which was also his real name, but as we rp and got to know each other, I fell for him badly, I never thought I could cry so much for him until last night, he left bebo many time for I don't know why, but when he came back on last night, you really don't want to know all that he said, but he called me a biatch which I have never in my entire life been call by that from him, he deleted me off bebo without letting me even talk with him, he sent a really bad video that I don't even wanna post up for I barely even watched cause it was that bad, let's say my life is ruin and I plan on leaving bebo, but everyone wants me to still stay, so I'll see what this month brings for me when it comes to staying, so ya, not a very good time for me last night that I barely could fall asleep, but I eventually did after some more crying and my eyes still hurt from crying too...
He thought I cheated on him when I doubt, I didn't. I may talk with other guys on there and teas around, but I did not go around and having sex with all the guys I talk to, it was to much that I literally felt my heart was no longer going to exist in this world, life is just to hard for me, but I know I still need to keep moving forward, just like the quote:
“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”
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